after my horrible day yesterday of being with my gran at the cancer hospital, that unsettling wind last night, my folks being away and the whack weather, i felt decidedly odd today. can't even put it into words.
i felt lost, unnerved and like i don't belong. just weird. and not of this world.
so i bought myself the cropped sweater i've had my eye on. ugh, why does spending money make you feel better? and then bad?
i spoke to my gran and my aunt on the phone for long. just spending time with them i guess. especially because i'm leaving. feeling guilty is a horrible feeling.
i painted my nails mellow yellow.
i hung up some new bunting that i bought.
this is some that i made myself that also hangs in my house
i wrote some notes to people i love
ugh, just weird
i was the blue cherries on the cake of life today.
hopefully nothing some homemade pizza and a good sleep can't fix.
oh and at least i'm not the only one...