after my horrible day yesterday of being with my gran at the cancer hospital, that unsettling wind last night, my folks being away and the whack weather, i felt decidedly odd today. can't even put it into words.
i felt lost, unnerved and like i don't belong. just weird. and not of this world.
so i bought myself the cropped sweater i've had my eye on. ugh, why does spending money make you feel better? and then bad?
i spoke to my gran and my aunt on the phone for long. just spending time with them i guess. especially because i'm leaving. feeling guilty is a horrible feeling.
i painted my nails mellow yellow.
i hung up some new bunting that i bought.
this is some that i made myself that also hangs in my house
i wrote some notes to people i love
ugh, just weird
i was the blue cherries on the cake of life today.
hopefully nothing some homemade pizza and a good sleep can't fix.
oh and at least i'm not the only one...
Ah I know that feeling too well! You are not alone in having days of feeling just plain uncomfortable in your skin and in your surroundings! Good news is, it always passes and family will always love you unconditionally! keep your chin up my friend! Mwa
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